I intended to say she's the star player,
but instead I said she's a starry-eyed player!
If you knew her you'd laugh.
No one would ever call her starry-eyed!
Do you know where Dr. Godoh is?!
Ask the hospital.
They said she's been off since Dad's wake.
You know...
from since you called til now,
can you imagine what I felt?
I was so happy...
that you were thinking of me again.
I thought of what I could do to cheer you up!
I'm sorry.
Why do you want to see her?
When her intense love...
for Godoh was ended,
my sister spent her days of...
despair in a certain temple.
I told Ayuta where it is located.
Why are you here?
I came looking for you.
Doctor...
I'll tell you about Godoh.
He did what your father did.
He jumped off a building.
Huh?!
When he painted, he closed himself up in the studio,
and used to call out asking me whether he had gone crazy.
I'd tell him he wasn't crazy,
and he'd say the world must be.
Only that goldfish painting...
remains behind as a kind of message.
So you became a psychiatrist...
I can't help anyone.
I have no ability to help.
I caused his death.
I'm the one...
that caused your father's death.
You did not!
It's absolutely not true that you can't help!
You're the one who told me I'm okay as I am.
Let me go!
No one else said that.
You've helped me so much.
Is there a strength test to enter art college?
You're making me look lazy.
Doctor, let me know what you dislike.
Wait a minute...
You like herbs?
What are you doing?
You haven't eaten well...
since then.
I'll make good food, you eat it.
You'll eat, get well, then go back to the hospital.
Why do you do this for me?
It's all I can do.
You've just lost your father.
I'm okay, I had 10 years to...
suffer about my dad.
It's hard to tell who's the doctor.
Be seated!
Thank you.
With thanks.
It's so good...
Sorry, I didn't even offer you a drink.
"Doctor Haruhi Merry Christmas"
I used to be able to drink a lot.
I wish I was a stronger drinker.
Something's happening!
Let's sing along!
Yamamoto!
Stumbling, wounded
Even blubbering
Refreshing fragrance Of hope remains
This town now sleeps
You're the one That rings the bell
Everyone in Their own despair.
Ayuta?
So, it is you.
You're a mess.
Here.
I'm sorry.
Does it involve your mother?
So, it seems it does.
She was embracing her lover...
in the back of the bar.
You knew about their relationship.
Maybe I wanted her to be just a mother.
I thought I was more of an adult...
It's fine.
It's okay.
Keep thinking about it,
you'll compromise with reality.
Psychiatrist, at last.
Who can it be?
Should I go out onto the balcony?
Just stay there.
Can I have some coffee?
You know what time it is?
I want to know this year...
what you've got against me.
Wait.
You weren't like this in our university days.
Leave! Leave!
Are you involved with someone else?
If you're with me, you don't...
have to meet sick people.
You're the sick one.
Finally you said it.
Stay away from me!
Stop that! Stop!
Let me go!
You again?!
The son of a patient who committed suicide.
No wonder the hospital wasn't sued.
Feminine charm!
Blood...
Thanks.
Are you angry?
How can I face Natsuki?
Why do you mention Natsuki?
Just because I like you,
you feel guilty about her...
Now I understand.
I know why Natsuki...
came to like you so much.
Doctor, let me draw you.
Draw me?
If possible,
as you were when born.
What if I refuse?
One glance,
I'll remember.
Ayuta.
Doctor.
No more 'Doctor.'
Haruhi.
Where are we going?
Trust me.
It's scary.
Hurry up!
Wait for me.
Done!
Beautiful!
I'm glad we're here.
It's great!
Thanks for this.
You brought it?
It's a 'giran.'
'Giran?
An imitation egg.
Humans take the real egg,
and substitute this to put the parent bird at ease.
Even an imitation egg...
would hatch into something if you warmed it.
I wonder what?
An angel!
Ayuta, what a thing to say!
Eggs are sort of like letters from heaven.
They say welcome to this new life,
and are a protective shape.
When Natsuki was born...
I was already eight.
She was so small and cute.
I told her I'd protect her...
and held her tiny hand.
What's your point?
But in the end,
I wasn't a good sister.
Godoh died,
and I wanted to, but was stopped by Natsuki,
who was in elementary school.
The two of us...
should not meet again.
I'll never let you go!
Ayuta.
I want to be stronger.
Strong enough to protect you from everything that can hurt you.
After I finish art college,
please meet me again.
When I'm a stronger me,
I'll try once more to know you.
For Godoh, Haruhi, time stops at age 27.
For me, the years pass one by one,
and after some time will surpass my sister's.
She will always be young and pretty.
In Ayuta's heart...
she's like a flower that never fades.
Of that, I am jealous.
Doctor, thank you.
Take care. Work hard.
Doctor, take care!
Dr. Godoh, party plans okay?
I think so.
Make sure that you check on it!
Ayuta!
That means...
You did it!
Congratulations!
You did it!
What's wrong?
Beauty mark.
It's like a dream.
However,
I guess it can't go on like this forever.
You don't have to cry.
I'll be here beside you.
Right.
That's true.
Hey, can you come home early today?
Okay.
There's a you only I can draw.
I've almost found it.
Draw it someday.
Okay.
What's wrong?
Liar.
I will hate you forever.
Natsuki...
I knew it was wrong.
What we're doing,
I knew it was wrong.
Haruhi!
It's alright.
We had to tell Natsuki someday.
It just happened sooner.
If we two...
are happy is all that really matters, right.
Haruhi said that to me.
I'm so sorry.
Contact ER?
Miyata's on it.
Sister!
Other family?
It's that serious?
What happened?!
Shock from adverse reaction to painkiller.
You didn't test her?!
She has an extreme allergy!
- Over there! - Move please!
Haruhi! Haruhi!
Lift her legs!
Haruhi!
Blood pressure, ECG!
Prepare epinephrine!
Haruhi!
We'll do all we can,
but both are critical.
Both?
She may miscarry.
Mother, one moment.
Quickly contact all who need to know.
Natsuki...
Yes?
Natsuki...
I'm sorry.
Ayuta...
I'll bring him.
Ayuta!
Ipponyari!
Ayuta!
Hello?
Ayuta!
If you must hate, hate me.
I can take whatever you say.
My sister...
She just died.
Natsuki?!
Hey!
Haruhi...
Haruhi!
Socks...
He'd promised to protect her no matter what, but...
Ayuta blames himself even now, four years later,
for not protecting my sister.
What are you running from?
You found me.
You know who told me of this place?
Why won't you let me be?
I caused Haruhi's death.
Not true.
Because of me, Haruhi died.
I said that's not true!
Even if you despise yourself,
my sister won't return!
Hey, don't be silent, say something!
Hey, say something!
I was looking for Haruhi.
Did you find her?
She can't be found.
My sister is dead.
Natsuki, you're strong.
I'm not strong.
You don't understand me at all!
Or my sister either.
I saw my sister.
Four or five days before that day.
In an unexpected place.
She wore cherry blossom pink,
and was choosing pink wool.
It seemed like cherry trees had blossomed only there.
I have never seen her look...
so calm and gentle.
She died at the time when she was most happy.
She was like an angel.
Eggs are sort of like letters from heaven.
They say welcome to this new life,
and are a protective shape.
I'll draw.
Finally I can draw Haruhi.
Ayuta!
Draw her.
Because you are my hope.
"When becoming fond of One certain gentle girl"
"In front of you an image of...
Infinite shade and light"
"You will make it into sound"
"All living together in towns"
"Having pleasure all the day"
"Alone in a stony field...
You are mowing hay"
"From that solitary life You will make sound"
"Much insult and poverty"
"You'll bite on that and sing"
"If you have no instrument"
"Listen, you are my disciple"
"Firmly seize all of the sky
And play a pipe organ Made of light."
Without direction without words
I am not myself, In front of you
From the first day that I met you
A kind of pleasant pain
Was born in my heart
I want to believe more than anything
In these ordinary days
My whole reason for being is because you're there
Never-ending thoughts this tiny little me
Is always supported through a mysterious strength
Waiting in vain without confidence
Sometimes anxious sometimes fawning
The more I think of you
The more I feel my doubt
If only it all were gone
I want to protect you More than anyone
For an uncertain future
Still holding dreams Because you're there
The one I hold most dear
From now and forever
We two in harmony together we will go.
Directed by Shin TOGASHI
< Angel's Egg >